It's really late to upload this... hihi
It was a different feeling to see the ever beautiful Miss Rianne Ramos and hear the charming voice of Jose Marie Chan personally.
My friends and I went to PAROLA located in kalaklan yesterday ...I had a very wonderful experience!
City of
1st semester A.Y 2008-2009
Reflection Paper
Submitted in Partial Fulfillment of the course requirement
In English for Specific Purpose ENGED13, Teaching English
As a Second Language ENGED06
To:
Ms. Victoria Fernandez MA. Ed
Instructor
By:
Eduardo Velasco Jr.
BSED III – English
8 March 2009
Yellow is sunshine. It is a warm color that, like red, has conflicting symbolism. On the one hand it denotes happiness and joy but on the other hand yellow is the color of cowardice and deceit.
We have something in common....
Tumbling...
I'm so in love with you
and made my feelings so blue
Im so stucked with you
I wish we have the same feelings too
I'm ready to take the risk
Holding hands, under the desk
It's you and me
Can't you see
Just believe
and don't deceive
I love you as you are
Even we are so far
I will do anything
Will give you everything
Until each one of them see
That my love for you is wider than the sea
I may not love you like a flower
That usually dies in summer
But I will be your river
That will flow for you forever
I used to be a little wave
But because of that love you gave
That wave can now be a tornado
A tornado that will strike the heart of Eduardo..
Actually, my classmates were thinking about the best nick for us.. And that where the story started...hahhaha...
I always bring my dictionary. I consult every word that I don't know..
It's really self explanatory therefore explain it with yourself hahha.. (Mam vicky's funny joke.." hahha
Woo.. FYI , this is my favorite snack... I hate the chocolate flavor of berry knots because it's "harmful" for my vocal chords..hehehe..
I wonder what those two women are saying about us. If you could see, they are inside the Odyssey of the very huge and gigantic City Mall. hehe
What would you feel if someone is pointing her finger at you and insisting that you are to blame?? What would you feel if the person you truly believed trusted you never felt it at the first place? Or even furiously saying things at your back when you’re not around?
YES. I experienced it myself and every time I remember it all over again, the pain still lacerates my heart until it reaches its core. Pitiful, isn’t it?
Actually, I don’t want to go into details anymore. The story that I told my professors and classmates was enough. As advised, I mustn’t name names because I might meet the scariest consequence at the end.
I cried liter of tears, I couldn’t sleep at night, and Nightmares came. I just prayed everyday for the truth to win through. I even prayed for that person who said things against me which aren’t true. I want to confront her but I know it won’t work at all. She is the root cause of all these! I want to blame her but doing it would really make things complicated.
I wasn’t hurt of the accusing “thing”. The hardest thing to accept is this “SIYA PA LANG ANG NAKITA KONG NAGSISINUNGALING PERO NAKAKATITIG SA MATA” ouch! I don’t know the exact word to write about the feelings that I always feel every time this sentence approaches my senses. I want to wail until she hears me. I want to get my heart and show it to her so she would know the truth or even kill myself for all the miserable suffering that I felt. But all of these are useless. As many people say “The damage has been done”. She chose to believe” her”. She doubted my statements.
What can I do? -----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
JUST KEEP QUIET AS IF NOTHING HAS HAPPENED.
But I would like to thank my friends and professors who keep believing and supporting me. At some point in my life, I could still smile and say “There are people who believe me still”
